Fall wreath giveaway!
Streamed live on Oct 27, 2018
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hey welcome I hope you guys are having a
great evening I know it's kind of a
funky time that I'm doing this
especially I'm a Saturday try not to do
I tried to do a weekend lives but no hey
April hey Amy welcome welcome
hi Julie Deniz and today the right oh
wow it's 8:00 p.m. there
hey April why is my my stand keeps going
the lead of it a little bit further so
if by at some point in this visit that
we're having if my phone comes down to
the lost part we'll figure it out
welcome welcome Baltimore Maryland slam
my ride hello from Cali what's the
weather in Cali
it looks like I'm sweating I'm really
not I don't know why I'm so like
glisteny but I'm really not it's not
really hot it's kind of muggy today
though I will say that like it's warm
it's rainy here hence why we really
didn't go out much today yeah see my
glasses are all nice and foggy don't
know what's going on there
Thank You Julie South Carolina I have
family in North Carolina that's where my
father's family comes from whoo-hoo
Chicago Thank You Julie I appreciate it
I feel like a hot mess but you know we
all have those days oh you just came
from the gym well I hope you worked out
for me too
Sam you're from the UK Wow
thank you thank you they are they are an
adjustment um in fact I was just looking
earlier at my old ones
these were my old ones so they do
definitely you know look at my eyes you
I need a defroster um but they're
definitely much different in shape and
that's what I was kind of going for I've
always done this kind of shape with you
know the silver are the silver the gold
or the metal yes that's what I'm trying
to say um so them from California wow
there's a lot of Californians
too warm for me it is too warm for me um
but yeah so that's why I kind of live
with these and I have gotten those other
glasses I'm gonna hold on just a second
guys I know if the fans gonna make a lot
of noise or not but I turn on the fan
just to get a little bit of air flowing
through here cuz I know why my glasses
are all streaming up much we just taught
but they're from when I took back my
other glasses that I had gotten I was
not satisfied with those ones at all
like literally I felt like the glasses
were pinching into my face and it hurt
and then it also felt like like they
were how do you describe it like
when they were on it felt like they were
squishing so they were like bowing out
just to fit this part and it just it
they look free to go to me I felt like
Stuart Little the mouse not write to me
the fan is my security got a hole gosh
you're telling me I have one by my chair
in the living room
I have hey Chris
I have the fan up here that is connected
are you on snapchat I am um I don't know
my name on it but I want to say it's a
me Romo Don so if you just look up my
name the spelling of my first and last
name I think you should be able to find
it
chris has me chef one of these in life
has me on snap if you I can ask her so
yeah but other than that today I just
really we went where did we go today we
went to we had a run to Ali's yard and
pick up a car for a client or a patient
the patient yeah for a patient yes it is
okay so it's under my name yeah if you
guys have snap add me I love snapping
ask chef wanna be slide okay Chris I
snap all the time it's snapping this
sometimes easier than calling ask Chris
I see once we call all the time and I'm
just like but I loved it snap because in
between snap ii back sure and then go
back to send me nice again um but no
sometimes talking on the phone can be
more of a disruption for my kids cuz as
soon as they see me put my phone up to
my ear it's like yeah we know what we
can do what and then they do everything
they're not supposed to do just to make
sure they prove a point moms
not supposed to be on the phone you know
for the next 18 plus years I'm sure
because even though after they're 18 I'm
sure they're gonna be flying through my
house acting like barbarians yeah life
is over I told only the other day I said
you know we sing her and we make these
you know these comments oh I can't wait
till you're 18 we're stripping you out
and I turned around I told my son when
they have the grandkids for do you think
they're gonna go we get their spawns uh
so yeah yes yes yes yes oh yeah I'm
usually there um I would love to say
that I like to be there on chef wannabes
paid our channel she is live every
Wednesday evening I tried to be live
with her like I tried to go on her life
but clearly you know like I was just
saying my kids like to you know make me
forget everything that I'm supposed to
be doing because they like to throw
everything out of ordinary so yeah
anyways uh you're asking how I'm feeling
I am feeling a lot better today actually
I I feel like I've kind of fans on to
grandkids
yes are you guys huh yeah you're telling
me you are telling me um but you guys
are asking - I am feeling much better
today thank you I appreciate everybody
reaching out to me everything from just
my mental health has been you know a
little bit of a I guess because you know
as I was going back and thinking about
it you know I have never grieved my past
so because of that I never have been
able to not only grieve my past but
process my past and both of those are
two big separate things and why I say
that's because I never had that chance
you know and it's not because nobody
allowed me to grieve I think I didn't
know how to grieve if that makes sense
and I'm writing these things down
because you guys are talking and I'm
gonna forget so I haven't been able to
really just process everything that has
happened in my past so that's why I
think I am going through so much lately
Chris tell me what it wasn't given you
wanted and Mayra
tell me again what it was that you were
well you're one a Q&A; Chris you wanted
to how we met so anyways that's kind of
where I'm at right now and I I think
there's gonna be days where you're
really high up and you feel really good
and then there might be a day where I'm
just rolling low down I did decide to do
away in today I was really hesitant I
was really scared because I really
wasn't sure if I wanted to have that
extra hi Marie welcome
I wasn't sure how I wanted to deal with
if there was a game was I gonna sabotage
me even more by feeling like I let
myself down more and I really thought
about it and I thought no you know what
I am gonna wait and I'm gonna hold
myself accountable um I'm not gonna beat
myself up I'm not going to tear myself
down I'm going to Pat myself on the back
because no matter what during this last
week it has been one of probably the
roughest weeks that I had had since I
lost my son and that can say a lot right
there and normally I am a wreck and I've
been gene and I'm doing everything under
the Sun that I you just that I I
literally can do to sabotage everything
that I try and do and this week I didn't
I did have a couple bench moments where
I guess you can call it a binge it was
more of a poor choice of what I could
have chosen to eat it wasn't really a
binge I don't fill but if you want to
categorize it that you could I will let
you in on the fact that I did gain this
week I did I have to look back from
where I was last week I don't remember
exactly to the top of my mind but I did
gain this week and it just shows me that
you know your body comes through so much
so much when you are going through a
grieving process and so yeah it's kind
of where that and today I just got back
into gear and I do everything I need to
do and that's how I go so yeah that's
where I'm at today and I'm feeling
really good today so it's a new start
afresh afresh new I mean I can
guarantee that I'm gonna be happy
go-lucky uh-huh every single day but I'm
gay I'm kidding now I'm like so I can't
do that I can't edit this stuff out she
knows how to open my door now um but
anyways it just reminds me that your
body goes through a lot while the way
through the process of grief and you
have to allow yourself to go through
each and every one of those emotions
because if you don't you're just gonna
continue to bottle it up and so yeah
it's kind of wearing not and ask what I
can't I don't remember exactly what s
rod that is not okay her dad is on his
way home honey if you're watching area
he actually had a business meeting he
had to take so so as of October 20th um
I was 440 and I am today I weighed in at
446 so I gained six pounds this week
Alisa Ted but I knew that was a little
more than I thought I did um but yeah so
446 is where I'm at today and so that's
six pounds but you know it it's okay I
am I'm honestly okay with it I didn't
get sad I didn't get discouraged I
didn't I didn't even let myself second
think it I just was like okay we got a
number we know where we're at and we
move on and that's that's what I'm gonna
do so anywho um
hey I'm saying you know I tried that and
for some reason I don't know why but my
tummy got torn up from it I don't know
why I don't know what it had in it but
that was like not working with my system
but it was pretty bad yeah I am
definitely trying not to stress it's
something sometimes gonna be easier said
than done because it's you know you're
you're not wanting to hurt people while
you're going through this whole phase of
process but at the same time you have to
not worry about everybody else
then Oh pickle juice when I was little
when I was little that I let off
I liked pickles and pickle juice and in
fact wasn't it sonic made a pickle drink
or something I was like yeah um I agree
with you Chris I agree with you
Thank You April I really appreciate that
I I think having all of you guys haven't
also helped me in this process because
like I said it's not easy and these
sides of losing my baby I think this was
probably one of my hardest times right
now and it's okay I you know I had my
counselor ice go to see her on Monday
like I said we have safety plans up all
over the place
I haven't slipped into dark thinking
nothing like that it's been pretty
pretty not the prettiest but it's okay
it's okay and it does help having a
husband that is so supportive
just comes in here and he can sense when
something's kind of maybe going on with
me and he will just hold me and let me
cry to him and let me scream and I mean
cry from the the pits of my stomach you
know I just he thank you and say so much
but he has definitely definitely been
there 100% during this whole time and
there has been my greatest physical
support that I needed just knowing that
you know my husband's not gonna walk out
on me because I'm crazy or because you
know I am dealing with things that was
30 years ago
it's it's scary sometimes you know
because I wonder is this gonna be too
much for my husband is he not gonna be
able to handle this you know there's a
lot that heeding that he didn't even
know and is just now finding out and he
has reassured me every single moment I'm
here for you I'm not going anywhere you
can never do anything or say anything
you know that will ever make me leave
you you know you are my best friend and
of course I know that you've been going
through so much yourself physically you
know with everything you're going
through I would not imagine you to even
be able to catch up with what's going on
and hey sure she how are you I love you
too but you know what you guys are all
amazing too and every single one of you
just having you guys be able to listen
to my story makes such a difference
and knowing that possibly me sharing
some of the hardest times of my life hey
Jodi that if it's gonna change one
person's life that's all that matters
in April I am so sorry that you guys
have all gone through this too it's not
easy it's one of I think the hardest
things for men and for women
because hey Amy because it's not
something that is an easy thing to deal
with and most of the time I'm not gonna
say that you know family is worse but
it's sometimes I think having the family
member be the predator can sometimes be
worse because it's easier to be angry
with a stranger as and when I say that
it's easier for the person so for me it
was my grandmother's boyfriend
aka grandpa that did it
so with it one of my situations my other
one you know
Thank You Jody I really really truly
appreciate that it means the world to me
and again thank you but you know having
hey Susie hey pink rose oak um
but seem being able to okay so for a
family member to be the predator and you
have to tell a family member that this
other family member is the predator that
family member is gonna have a harder
time being against you know like they're
gonna feel more like they're in the
middle okay but if it was a stranger
doing it it's easier for the person that
you confide it in to be angry with the
predator because it had no ties to you
or to them it might have been a family
friend or it might have been something
like that but it's easier but when it's
a family person against a family person
it not only tears up so much family but
in my case I didn't tear anybody up they
all just kept to themselves and booted
me out so you know I still get that they
claim that they love me they you know
always have loved me well if you loved
me why did you protect the man that did
what you did to me so yeah anyways let
me I missed all these a very special and
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Oh April I am so sorry but that's my
fear that is my fear because see here's
the thing anytime that I have started to
become vulnerable and start showing
emotions of wanting to proceed with
grievant most people flock their
feathers and made me kind of retract
back because it was getting to be too
much for them or it's just they didn't
wanna deal with it it was easier just to
kind of brush it aside and let go or I
just had people turn their back on me
100% and act like it was not something I
ever mentioned so when I finally on
Monday so this last Monday when
everything kind of hit the fan with my
counselor she told me right then there
she said you're angry aren't you and
that's the first time that I truly truly
truly showed my emotions to my counselor
and I have just looked at her and I said
github yeah I am I'm angry and she said
I am so happy to see that because now I
know I'm getting into you and this is
where we need to be so that day from
from that day till today this is what
I've been walking through and again like
I said I was afraid that all he was
gonna get overwhelmed you know he was
just gonna be like I can't handle this
you know fortunately in his family they
haven't had to deal with this type of
situation so clearly this isn't
something that they're very like they're
not very used to I guess you would say
so in return it's something that he's
also learning hey Laurie welcome but you
know I I think that it's just something
and
that when I started to share my heart
with him he was just there you know and
he was like I'm not going anywhere you
can confide in me and like I said he
said I can scream at him I can I can do
it all hakken dose today right dose 2009
I don't know if I said it right um I was
afraid he was gonna say get over it I
was really afraid that he was gonna look
at me and be like dude you're 37 years
old like this happened when you were
seven years old get over it
but instead he was like heck no we're
not gonna get over this we're going to
go through this together I will walk you
one by one step by step through every
flame that you have to go through to
make sure that I'm there to extinguish
every fire so that nobody can hurt you
again
and he's like you know if I was if I was
around at the time and I would have met
him when he was alive he's like I
probably would have killed him with my
own two hands
so that tells me a lot my husband my
very own husband my husband not a family
member but my husband is willing to kill
this man with his very own fingers but
my own family was willing to put a
blanket over it and hide it and protect
him and welcomed him into their home and
bring them around his chilled their
children and yeah exactly Shashi he is
he's very protective of me and our
children but he's a million times more
protective of me I think because of my
past and what I have endured and little
by little you guys are gonna probably
find out more things because little by
little this is where I'm at in life
right now as I'm going through a lot of
different aspects of abuse and trauma
and everything else and I welcome you
guys along with the journey because
that's why I changed the name because I
feel like this is more a journey than
anything and I want you guys to bring me
bring bring your guys selves along with
me because you guys have so far been
such a big part of this entire thing I
don't know if I ever got would get to
this point how'd it not be for you guys
as well as my counselor so I am so sorry
you guys have been riding and I missed
missed half of your guys's messages or
someone who I really am
I am thankful and I think God every day
for him because had it not be for him I
don't know where I would be and I
believe that we were brought together
for a reason and I don't think that it
was a mistake I mean hello you can't
tell me that we clearly were put
together you know I was in the US and
he's in Egypt and we
he became one so it tells you a little
bit and our anniversary is on the 18th
of this month so he's been stuck to me
and I'm stuck to him and
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I'm sorry I'm sorry
hey Stacey I am truly sorry that you had
to go through that and that your family
would treat you that way it's hard it is
hard for me my the monster that did this
to me he got away with it on this earth
I believe he's paid for it really well
now and I wish sometimes God would let
me see but you know it's okay
I've seen him while he was well yes I
did see him while he was alive actually
but it you know I know it's kind of
weird I mean I know you guys will
understand but so he got diagnosed with
cancer about well I don't know exactly
how many years ago but he was diagnosed
with cancer and he eventually he lost
his like he was a massive pain like
excruciating feet right yeah feeling
better well then he got nose cancer and
he lost his whole nose and I you guys
have no idea like I was actually dancing
in my chair the day that I seen his
picture with no nose because I thought
you know what little by little he was
rotting away like literally Rock t no
way his skin was like all sores and he
was all hurting everywhere he couldn't
walk he couldn't move he couldn't do
this couldn't do that and he died a very
very very painful painful long time and
I think God for allowing that to happen
because that allowed me to see him
suffering and although it's a different
type of suffering it's the fact that I
knew he was suffering and that's what
made me feel better but it still did not
validate what he did and I think that's
because my grandmother and my aunt and
my dad's whole side of the family does
they don't validate it they do not
believe that it happened they say that
they believe that I believe it happened
but they believe that it did not happen
how they get that concept I don't know
because I really don't know how his
seven-year-old didn't go through that
and come up with the amount of the
amount of information - the amount of
testing that I had to go through
seriously why would any child want to
say something just to get attention like
I could go get attention somewhere else
yeah pretty crazy don't get why or how
people think for two seconds that a
child is gonna have time to come up with
every detail and like I said before
thirty years later you can ask me the
story and I will tell you word for word
for exactly how it happened because of
this day I still remember every single
deed I even remember the movie we were
all watching while it happened you tell
me it that it didn't happen somebody
asked me what am i drinking so I'm
drinking just regular Costco water and I
have Walmart brand raspberry black tea
I'm really trying to get my water and
today I've really been kind of speaking
at it I will hold on the merit phrase
ACK I've been drinking my water because
they don't drink soda anymore but I
didn't get coffee or anything today like
I literally yeah it's pretty sad when
kids aren't believed but you know what I
just hope and pray that in this world
that we will start to realize and
advocate more for children that
oh my gosh Wow yeah I'm really happy
that I mean unfortunately that the
forest scene at proof was there because
it shouldn't have ever been there but at
least you were able to you know haven't
caught so that didn't happen so anyways
thank you thank you thank you guys for
standing by me and also encourage you to
continue to go down this road I see you
Thank You April you might wanna say
happy Anniversary to Ollie he's wanted
stuck with me but I just want to thank
everybody for taking their time to watch
my videos and my vlogs and hearing my
life story and I had gotten a comment or
a private message about thinking me for
being the person that I am and that I'm
not portrayed to be something else and
you know the thing is is that what you
see is what you get I am NOT one to try
and pretend to be anything else this is
it you know when you see my kids
screaming that's part of my life do I
try not allow it well sometimes but
sometimes I can't control it and I do my
very best but I always want you guys to
know that when you come to this channel
that you're going to get the real story
of me and my life my family my weight
loss my UPS my downs my highs and milos
and
I really feel like there you know I see
you know I watched YouTube I do i watch
youtube and you know I have some of my
YouTube channels that I am like fixated
on that I watch it every single day you
know are I wait for their vlogs and some
of them it's so sad
some of them are going through some of
the same similar things that I am but I
am going to press for one I'm not going
to stop
I'm not going this is my passion I love
reaching out to people you may see me
crying and you may see me laughing but
either way you're gonna get what you see
I am NOT gonna put on a mask I'm not
going to pretend to be something that
I'm not I want everybody to know that
you guys all mean so much to me and you
know talking about that situation with
my molestation it is hard to know that
he didn't get locked up for long he got
locked out for two weeks but he you know
he spent two weeks in jail and that's
the most that he was gonna get at this
point because the statutory limits they
weren't gonna go back and prosecute him
which whatever um but I know that he's
getting punished now and that is what
gets me through sometimes is knowing
that one he doesn't walk on the same
earth I walk
so I don't have to worry about running
into him I don't have to worry about
sharing the same errors him I don't have
to worry about you know having to even
share a millisecond of my time on my
life of mine of my life and this earth
with him but I know he is getting
punished I'm not just right there
tickles me pink tickles me pink because
it makes me happy
um and yeah he can't hurt anybody else
because he has other victims and
unfortunately those other children they
were I you know I am younger so I was
younger so I don't remember exactly but
why they didn't they did come clean
after I said my story but their families
were I want to say it was because they
didn't speak English something and not
refrain that they didn't come forward
any sooner than we mean and by the time
I came forward my grandma had his butt
out of here so because she wouldn't hit
him he didn't get it he got away with it
but anyways so let's talk about what
we're handfull today okay
so a couple of things yes everybody
knows now that the channel has been
changed to the name may the channel's
the same but the name has changed
obviously and that is to kind of realm
around everything in this channel this
channel is kind of a little of
everything mainly my my day vlogs
because I love my day vlogs I don't some
days some days there's not a whole lot
of day vlog but like today today it's
gonna be a very short vlog but it's just
because I really didn't do a whole lot
kind of took a day down but I still have
a vlog I have my way in and let's see oh
and then about the other channel so with
this channel I'm still gonna be doing my
craft corner to this day so that will
just be you know my by whatever's I'm
putting together so that will be and I
don't don't mark me to it you know
because I don't know exactly that's
gonna continue until I start my next new
channel which I haven't decided up with
a name just yet I'm still contemplating
but what is holding us back right now is
the fact that the machine that I want to
get which is the Cricut maker I did a
lot of research and I really want the
Cricut maker and Cricut maker a little
bit of a Cricut maker here is 349 to 399
and so always like oh babe I love you
but can we wait just a little bit and
I'm like sure until the anniversary
throw that out there and use my
anniversary for something right so I am
really hoping that I Tsun Tsun Tsun get
to do this new channel along with my
this channel so on my channels are not
this channel will never go anywhere I
promise you but I'm adding a channel and
the only reason I'm adding the channel
is because some people said - yeah Myra
Black Friday is coming and he told me
that Judy's like honey he's coming you
wanna wait a couple weeks I'm like no no
I want to get it now but you know I am
very impatient so we will see how this
all works but my goal is to have that
second channel so that you guys have the
up because I won't post every single day
on that
channel I will Black Friday
April do you know what that is excuse me
I wanted to sneeze but I'm like trying
to scratch my throat at the same time um
if you don't know what Black Friday is
just tell me I'll explain it to you so
uh yeah Susie please if anybody sees
stills let me know and I can jump online
and order it wherever it's at but yes
now Hobby Lobby I I need to get on their
stuff actually I have never been to
Hobby Lobby of all places I've never
been to craft
I think it's craft something
oh oh but you know what the coupons that
was the thing is the coupons don't work
for the cricket that's why I was
thinking there was something reason why
cricket does not accept coupons and yes
April what Brock Black Friday is is it's
a day and so it's the day after
Thanksgiving what exactly is the cricket
you are going to make cups okay I will
saundra hold on just second I'll explain
that to you let me jump to April so what
it is it's the day after Thanksgiving
sells every not everything lots and lots
of merchandise whether it be electronics
mainly a lot of like tronics kids toys
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crap crap stores I think due to Toys R
Us was a big one but now I'm pretty sure
all of Toys R Us is are closed down at
least they aren't here and I know they
are in Washington and I know they are in
Texas I've heard um anyways they
everything is marked down huge prices so
you can go in and but they do do online
sells too so you can get online and
Amazon dog does a Black Friday sell and
it's only for a certain period of time
and so a lot of times people like Best
Buy a store I don't know if Best Buy is
everywhere but I'm like Best Buy they
sell like TVs had a really cheap price
so people will start laying the set of
people line up a couple days prior to
Thanksgiving which is whoa not to say
that I'm not guilty of that because I
have done that - um what if you find our
love prizes the
uh you know I don't know I I was just
told that Michaels when me and Ollie
went a couple days ago to price them
because I it just all had hit me like
this is something I want to do and
that's what happens is I can be sitting
there and all of a sudden just this idea
will click into my brain and then I'll
fixate on it until I figure out how to
do it so mind you I have watched
probably we're just gonna shave probably
about four to five hundred of videos so
now I know like the machines were back
to fourth and front and end and
everything else in between and I've went
to every type of stores online to see
the prices and to try and knock down the
price as much as possible um so I don't
know so when we went to Michael's that's
what they told us was that Cricut does
not honor coupons so I don't know um
what was I gonna say Sandra you said Oh
what was the Cricut for okay so the
Cricut gotta take a drink so there's two
different types of crickets there's a
well they're both the same but they can
kind of do different jobs so there's the
Cricut Explorer two and
oh you know I can also call and ask them
again I'm sure that they would be able
to give you that information over the
phone um instead of going all the way
over to Michael's and then having them
tell us now sorry can't happen um
anyways so with the Cricut explore too
you can do vinyl cutouts I don't have
anything to show you this isn't even a
good a good look but okay so the creek
the Cricut explore too you can cut vinyl
you can do things like that and you can
decorate water bottles and you can do
vinyl heat to make like shirts and items
like that then you have the Explorer or
the Cricut maker which cuts fabric cuts
would like the thinner pieces of wood
not like really not fixed it would but
something I I'm thinking something like
maybe like this I'm thinking I don't
know 100% like I said I haven't I don't
I'm used one yet but I think you
something like this and so anyways
you sure do what April what do you know
um but anyways so my idea is my my know
business that I want to startup is doing
personalized cups and when I say cups
you got water bottles like this but you
also have the stainless steel which will
be really pretty Pleasant glitter um you
can do all sorts of fun things you can
invoke yeah there's just so much you can
do
I'm also gonna be doing personalized
shirts for ordering my husband of all
people he was like honey I said what he
said I have a good idea and he goes I go
what he goes personalized underwear and
I'm like what he's like personalized
eddie's I'm like oh my god I said okay
well then I'm gonna be doing men stood
he goes okay slip up so I'm gonna do a
personalized panties and underwears for
men and women not for children so if you
get my drift
um and you're just having fun with it I
can also do home decor things with it so
again try to find stuff that I could
show you but I just don't got it I have
anything to show you guys what it is but
basically like you know pictures and
things like that I can make them on top
or like I can get like wood and make
like a really pretty sign for the wall
things like that so that is what I want
to do with this business but I'm gonna
make a separate channel for that and I
think that that's just because I've had
quite a few faces on men's uh news may
be a little funny in the nose area well
there was one oh my god it was men in
his boxers I just looked up pictures of
like personalized things cuz I didn't
know like who's trying to deal with it
and yes I am an Amazon Amazon Prime
Queen my husband needs it um in fact I'm
waiting for two things from Amazon today
it's a new phone holder for my phone for
my car and then I am going to be getting
a new vlogging holder it's supposed to
help me so well we'll see if it works or
not but anyways and over the Oh with the
boxers and it's a little squirrel
sitting on the guy's leg looking up and
it says Deez Nuts I rolled oh you have
no idea Jodi what I can get up my sleeve
did you Susie hold on just a second you
guys I gotta get my phone charger hold
on
Jeremiah can you get my phone charger
and bring it to mom please
excuse or microorganism find out because
they all want to come in now
no no nope nope nope nope come on man
thank you okay sorry I'm back where do I
shop for clothes I show up and a mixture
of places to be honest with you I shop
at some online stores buy curvy is one
of them they've had some really good
stuff no we're not gonna die I've
shopped at by curvy I've shopped at
torrid I've shopped at a lot of places
okay cuz I don't know if I'm gonna get
cut off in an hour so I'm gonna go ahead
and do this drawing really quick you
guys cuz if I do get cut off I want to
be able to at least have that drawing
done and that way then if it cuts off
then it cuts off uh but anyways so here
we go there's the race right there know
if you guys can see it you showed us
your panties huh did I did I really
well y'all I can I hope I promise I
don't have words on it oh good times
woohoo sexy mama
haha well at least I didn't have my
phone on today right right Chris my
phone just joking oh my god just joking
I do not wear thongs they would get lost
oh well yeah no oh god well no I'm gonna
go back and re-watch this oh oh I love
autocorrect in fact today really quick
before you know we do this little name
call thing I'm sitting her and I'm
chatting with a friend of mine that how
much hadded with for a long time and she
moved thank you and z2 under garments
and she moved and I was just being very
sweet to her and telling her how you
know that's exactly like me just like me
Chris um oh my husband tells me the same
thing and my children most so commend he
says no they can't I said oh yes I can
if women can wear thongs
so can men go get some he's like oh no
not gonna happen if something can happen
here either baby so anyways I was being
so nice to her and so kind and I'm
talking to her so sweet and all of a
sudden my autocorrect decides to say
well at least you got your new dicks huh
could you imagine she's supposed to say
well at least you got your new home I'll
leave it to Amy
leave it to Amy yeah she texts me back
him she questioned March 2 says dicks
question mark and I'm like oh my god
like I didn't mean to say that I promise
I used to wear thongs all the time
because I hate I hate the heel was up
when I was looking
whoo well this girl has never worn a
thong and they don't think Oliver I only
things I wear as things are the things
that go with those and that's just
enough anyways hurry you guys let's get
this theme going
I put it in a different type of thing
and folded them up all nice and fun and
biker baking should Wow let's see yeah
right Bert but biker babe are you on
here
no you are if you are tummy did I miss
something
what hold up
Oh visible panty lines would be would be
good huh oh yes yes if you did not I
will put you in right now
give me the spelling of your name give
me your name and I can do a really good
we gotta hurry up because I don't want
to get cut um Stacy okay sir I hope
everybody else got their name in I can't
say put your name in yes I got your mama
I did I did um anywho um so while I'm
putting this name in holding up uh I
just wanted to make sure that everybody
knows today will be a short block vlog
with a little vlog tomorrow because I
did alive today but I still want to drop
my weight and stuff you're welcome no
problem um putting your name in uh
anyways you don't expect
um anyway so it will be a short one
tomorrow just FYI I think just because
today was just kind of a Louis day but
then again I don't know because
sometimes I go on my rants and I just
keep going and going going and then I
end up with like a vlog that's like an
hour long of like where did that come
from because I would only have like a
few seconds of a vlog as soon as I'm
alright you guys are you ready y'all
ready y'all ready drumroll mmm I'm so
glad my four year old felt was like
really aa good deal okay I not seeing
the names taking 1-1 and putting the
rest of wok
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hahaha are you guys ready I think he
should do a blog titled desperate no
more yeah I should I should you should
they would get an Emmy Award oh you're
no your six-year-old is you know I'm
really surprised somewhere because they
are they normally drive me nuts
okay I got the name
and it is Debbie come I don't know if
I'm saying that right you guys move my
say to right Debbie call ka ka ul to be
call congratulations
yeah you're here congratulations daddy I
am so excited um but don't forget you
guys I will have another giveaway let's
get it up on the schedule now so you
guys are already expecting it okay so
today is the 27th which we were gonna do
it to 26 so November oh okay so let's
see here
okay you guys would the 23rd be okay on
November November 23rd will that work
I know that's the day before
Thanksgiving let me know if that works
then November 25th live 5 p.m. with
Annie and we'll come up with another new
giveaway but yes I want to say
congratulations Debbie's so much thank
you guys so so so much for getting your
name said hey no November 23rd is what
Freddie
Oh hold on oh-oh-oh-oh
hey that's not gonna work I didn't
realize okay you know what let's do it
to 29th November 29th
let's do 29th Oh Sam my goodness
29th November 29th live 5 p.m. I will
definitely remind you guys no worries
there um
but remember you guys when I start
putting your putting in the giveaway you
reminder up email me email me email me
email me and get your business name said
I'm barely getting any emails for people
and I want everybody to have a chance to
win so please please please please
please please please make sure as I'm
putting the reminder out to come in and
email me all you have to say is add me
that's it or even you don't have to say
anything just email your name that's it
and I will put you into the drawing I
would love to have this thing totally
full and make it almost impossible to
shake it off because that's that makes
it so much fun error so I want more
people to have options to win and a next
one I don't know what it's gonna be but
I'm sure it will be something cold maybe
buddy then I'll have my machine and
maybe I can make something even better
so anyways you guys I want to cut off
here because I have a minute and I think
I'm gonna be getting cut off but I
appreciate everybody for stopping by
tonight
and yes the 29th 5:00 p.m. Pacific
Standard Time I will be continuing live
show anywhere and I thought yeah I will
definitely do a reminder you guys thank
you everybody for stopping by tonight I
appreciate it continue to keep
subscribing to my channel as you guys
are new if there are any new ones and if
not share my channel you guys so we can
continue to keep this channel growing I
appreciate everybody's support I will
check in with you guys tonight with my
vlog and you guys will see that one up
tomorrow take care you guys bye